I live a life of finding meaning through others. I need that encouragement. I need that time with friends. I need to talk to that person in my life. I need… love.
And yet, all this time, God stands by, loving me beyond my understanding. He loves me and cares about me as if I was all the world.
What does that even mean?
Thanks to people who read my note and to those who read my note and commented or talked to me about it. That was after a weekend at home and the transition from such a comfortable place to a not-yet-comfortable place always provokes strong emotions. You know?
I am surrounded by many kind people, a good number of caring friends, and some older students that have helped me time and time again. God has blessed me with some people that will soon be good friends.
I am studying for life, opening my mind, growing in knowledge, wisdom, and understanding. God is using my major to help me decide what I love and what I want to do with my life.
I am in a place with so many spiritual places, it’s hard to choose where to go. Churches, ministries, small groups- sometimes it’s just overwhelming. But I know that as long as I put God first, it will all work out.
Thanks again. And I am doing good. Just one of those down moments- and now I’m on an up moment. And I might have another down moment- but hopefully I’ll be prepared for next time.